Searching for life purpose

Today i have change my blog headline, instead of God is my best friend, i change it to searching for life purpose. :-). God always be my good friend, even i do a lot of thing that for human being thinking might make my God sad, angry, didnt satisfy but i believe that He always be my bestfriend. His blood at cross show how He really love you and me. He die, crucified at Golgota but still he forgive our sin. Thanks God for being and give that much of love for me. He was my father. My lovely father.Teaching me a lot of thing. Blessing me with a lot of unbelieveable bless beyond my limited thinking.

This is why i change my headline today. I was born in this world sinfull, but God... my lovely God bless me, forgive my sin, i mean fully paid my sin at His cross. That why, today i want to pray to God to show me what is my life purpose... I want to worship Him, I want to be a man who follow His greatest plan to me.. This is my pray God... Show me, show me how do i have live in this world. Teach me Your way, your way beyond my imagination. Bless me to be a succesfull person so i can bless other people, i can bless my church, my family. God i pray, show me ..

Amen

Pray 1- my today morning pray

Dear God. Thanks for everything that i have. Thanks for Your blessing. Thanks for the food, clothes, good health, warm and happy family ... thanks Lord thanks Lord thanks Lord. How i can repay You for everything that You have give, show to me since i was born. I totally lost in Your love. No one else can do like You do Lord. I believe in You. Jesus please show me the way how i can repay this for You. Show Your way to me, show me what should i do in my life to give glory and rejoice for You.

Jesus Christ, Forgive me for everything i do that makes You uncomfortable to me. I believe i still human, living in this flesh body and i ain't perfect as You. I was fighting with this flesh body and sometimes, i fall but thanks to You because You still bring me up as an warrior to be Your child. Thanks God.

Jesus, i want to follow You in every step that you have provide to me. I know its not easy to follow You. I know the risk. I know the world is againts me but i believe, You'll never abandon me. Im not alone, i believe and i keep on believe in my faith to You.

Amen

Preach 1 - Where is holy spirit?

As today i have when to youth service in metro sib at City Mall, i have learn a lesson that teach me where is exactly Holy Spirit that God have send to us. From what i have learn before.. hemm what i believe myself, i thought that Holy Spirit is always inside our heart. But, our preacher said and i think it is true that our heart is easily to change. Our heart is soft. If there is something bad or worse happen to us , let say an example you see your girlfriend walking with other guy or for the girl is otherwise, these thing will easily broke our heart. A wise man said that our heart is fragile. So, what will happen if the holy spirit was inside our heart., Yeah i know, basicly the science say that heart is not for that purpose but i believe that these heart what we have mean here is our feeling and emotion. Back to our topic, where is holy spirit? He said that the holy spirit is inside our life. Life that i mean here is our body. There is a scripture that say," Didnt you know that your body is a church?" The holy spirit is always inside the church.

When we say our body, the holy spirit suppose to incharge whole our body, it is include our eyes, hands, legs, mouth, ears and so on. And i believe holy spirit that we mean here is the God (look at God trinity).

So, my friend... i realise that holy spirit is always be with us even we are dont realise that he was with us. When you know that holy spirit was in your life, i believe that this will make a lot of change in your life. I pray to God to keep me out from danger, give me a brilliant brain to think, bless me His richness and advice me in everything i do. I believe in God. Amen.

God have a perfect and wonderful plan for us

God is so good, rite.. He is so good to me and good to you. I never imagine how He can give His only son for us to die on the cross but in the same time forgive us who have crossed Him. He was my inspiration to live.. I have my own problem, my own inner EGO, question marks on many thing that happen to me in my life. Science sometimes make our eyes blind , i mean our heart eyes' blind. Looking for logic reason and scientific answer for every human made or birth of this earth. Look how beautiful God creation, beyond all our imagination, just see ourselves, how on earth God have create unique creature or human being to have their brilliant mind to think and create a wonderful invention. God is more brilliant, powerful, rich than human. But, why there is a believer that still poor, sick, and sometimes dont even have their daily food to eat. Is God blind or what? Is He never hear His believer's pray? Where is His power?

My dear, friend.
Sometimes our pray is wrong. Sometimes our pray more on our needed. What i mean is, our pray itself is selfish. God have His wonderful plan for us. Ask God to bless us with His brilliant mind to us, so that we can follow His plan. He give us a choice, whether to follow His plan or our own plan. Maybe we pray to God so that He follow what we want in our life. Or in other words, we force God to do what we want. No.. No.. God plans is beyond what we have plans. It is wonderful, nothing is perfect or wonderful than what God has plan to us. Remember, since we are still inside our mother, God has know what we'll come to be. He have already give or granted us a plans, but we have to ask God so that He can show you how to walk His plan.

As we empty our mind, thinking what God have give to us, let pray with me..

"God thanks for all the good and the bad that i get in my life. I know human being is not perfect, that why i come to You, I praise You for everything that You have do to me. God give me Your brilliant mind to me because You are the source for everything. I love you. Teach me Your way and Your wonderful plan to me. God bless my family. Thanks you Jesus. In Jesus name I believe... Amen.. "

Thanks God for today life

Today, as i wake up early in the morning, i take a silent time, sit down comfortly and begin to pray to God. But, as i was prayed to God.. i feel asleep. :-p. But, i try my best to stay up and keep praying to God. Unfortunately, my mind suddenly thinking different thing other than praying to God. Suddenly, i realise that there is a time that make us really comfort for what we have do now. My friend say that we (he and me) are lucky that we are born from a good family, and never feel a hard work that our mother and father have faced long ... long time ago. My mum told me that, during their time (as a teenager), she have to walk about 1 hour, (gravel road, across river) to school. She said that, to get clean water she have to take from river that about 40 minute walks from their home. That remind me how lucky to live the way i am today. But, this comfort zone always make me forget to thanks to God, and sometimes i have blame God if i didnt get what i want.

Dear..
This is my pray. Thanks for everything that You have give to me. Thanks for the food, clothes, health and especially thank you for giving me a change to live today. As for tomorrow, i want to give every second and every moment of my life into Your blessing hand. I believe that You have a greatest plan to me. Teach me to know and to recognize You plan to me. I love You Jesus. You are everything to me. I believe You'll never far from me even i was far from You. Thank you Jesus. In Your name, i give my breath to You.

Amen..

Let God make His way in my life

How come my money is always not enough after i get my payroll every month? How i can make money other than doing my daily or my routine job everyday? God say dont afraid on what happen on tommorow, what u eat, what u wear.. But i cant resist myself to afraid what will happen tomorrow. I dont have money today... so what shall i eat tomorrow. I have no money, what will happen if my friend bring me to eat outside. What shall i do if my friend want to borrow my money for just a small amount (Rm4 i think to pay the food first). What shall i say to them if i have no money. There is always a money problem to me everyday. That why, today i have make a deal with God to handle all my life. All my money i give to His bless so that i can think wisely on how i use my money.

I learn to blogging and Forex to earn some money from internet. And i have make a promise to give 50% of my earning to Him. So this is what i was waiting for this moment. I want to see how God bless me with His unstopable or infinity blessed. God's thinking is more than what we have thinking. He have a great plan for every person. What matter here is how we find out what His plan to us. Then, that why i ask a brilliant mind from our erternity God and i believe He is so kind and will give His man what they want when the time is come.

Dear, God.. Please no more money problem in my life. Thank you God .. In Jesus name I believe.. Amen.

Dear God, I will follow You until the end of my life

After losing my relationship with God (in my view, God never lose His relationship with us even a second.. He want always to be with His child every moment) for about 2 years, now im realize that without God, i was empty. I go to some pub, looking or something that can fill my heart but still i cant find it. I go and hang around with my friend, playing games but still i feel like im losing something. Even i was feeling that i was far away from God, but God bless is always with me. I get my job after my second interview, i get some big money and i believe that God giving change to get that money. I realize now, that all the good thing that i gain is from God. He have give me a lot of blessing. Now what i pray to God is so that i can find or aware to His path, His greatest plan to me. Dear God teach me the way how to aware with Your plan to me. And i will follow it until the day we will meet. Amen.

I start to drumming again for God, I suppose to play music long time ago. But i was lose. But He never quit to find me. I want to sing to Him, praise His greatest name and i want to live for Him in this world. Please friend, please pray for me.

My pray for the one who i love

Dear God in heaven. I love my family. They are my precious thing in my life. I love my father, he have teach me a lot of thing that i have to face in this world. He teach me how to be a man, how to i have to live. I love my mother, she have sacrify a lot in order to teach me. He teach me how to be gentle, to be afraid with God the creation. I love my brother and sister. They cheer my life with wonderful family. Dear God, you know how much i miss them. Now i was so far from them. I cannot see them but i believe that we praying to one God. Please take care of them. Give them food, money and the thing they want. I miss them so much. Please give them a good health so that they can do their daily life without any problem. My sister in Kuching, I pray give she wisdom in her study and also my brother in MRSM please take of him. I want he grow up as a wise man that can be a man in our family. Dont let them forget this family bond so that we always can be together as one family to praise our God in heaven. I love them God. Thanks God. Amen