Saturday, May 2, 2009

Dear God, I will follow You until the end of my life

After losing my relationship with God (in my view, God never lose His relationship with us even a second.. He want always to be with His child every moment) for about 2 years, now im realize that without God, i was empty. I go to some pub, looking or something that can fill my heart but still i cant find it. I go and hang around with my friend, playing games but still i feel like im losing something. Even i was feeling that i was far away from God, but God bless is always with me. I get my job after my second interview, i get some big money and i believe that God giving change to get that money. I realize now, that all the good thing that i gain is from God. He have give me a lot of blessing. Now what i pray to God is so that i can find or aware to His path, His greatest plan to me. Dear God teach me the way how to aware with Your plan to me. And i will follow it until the day we will meet. Amen.

I start to drumming again for God, I suppose to play music long time ago. But i was lose. But He never quit to find me. I want to sing to Him, praise His greatest name and i want to live for Him in this world. Please friend, please pray for me.

Friday, May 1, 2009

My pray for the one who i love

Dear God in heaven. I love my family. They are my precious thing in my life. I love my father, he have teach me a lot of thing that i have to face in this world. He teach me how to be a man, how to i have to live. I love my mother, she have sacrify a lot in order to teach me. He teach me how to be gentle, to be afraid with God the creation. I love my brother and sister. They cheer my life with wonderful family. Dear God, you know how much i miss them. Now i was so far from them. I cannot see them but i believe that we praying to one God. Please take care of them. Give them food, money and the thing they want. I miss them so much. Please give them a good health so that they can do their daily life without any problem. My sister in Kuching, I pray give she wisdom in her study and also my brother in MRSM please take of him. I want he grow up as a wise man that can be a man in our family. Dont let them forget this family bond so that we always can be together as one family to praise our God in heaven. I love them God. Thanks God. Amen